Here I Am
       a Poet,
            a Nebbish and
                Other Living Creatures

    by Natalia Zaretsky

I.

I am a sparrow. I jump along the path and puddles left by yesterday's rain. I re-write my life in the alphabet of italic footprints.

I am a cat. I relax under a soft hand and write down my luxury life. Sometimes I arch my back in fury. I idle my days away.

I am a salmon. I at a spur of moments swim against the stream with resistance to gravity defying normal flow of things.

II.

I am a dusty-pink cartoonish persimmon in oversized galoshes stand in front of the store to attract shoppers.

A skin-deep layer of self-reliance gives the artificial impression of a merry confidence. I now and then generate sugary poems, causing toothache.

My inner flesh, soaked with inferiority, eats me alive spitting out pathetic confessional poems. And my all 'un's - unlovable, unhappy, unlucky - are jellied below the shiny surface.

I wish I could coat my tart self in irony and sarcasm, but I can only extract a couple of laughs from the audience of a few.

I can't afford to be overly sad - it is boring even for people who like me.

III

I am a scribe of thoughts, mostly sad. I am a painter of images in the mirror held onto reality. I am a cipher of metaphors seasoning my writing.

When a poem is airborne, I just happen to be there.

 

 

 

 

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AUTUMN SOLSTICE
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Please, year, don't rush away
my golden autumn,
don't snow my hair.
I am not ready for winter, yet
            
- Old Georgian Ballad
Published By Windsong Publishing Co. Ca (2003)

CITY OF NAKED FEELINGS
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This city exists and it has a simple secret:  
it knows only departures not returns.

            - Italo Calvino
I will tell how bodies
change into different bodies.
            - Ovid
                  • Story of a Woman
                  • Art of a Glimpse
                  • A Few Interludes of Life
Published By Windsong Publishing Co. Ca (2005)
Illustration by Tony Glenwright
Cover and flaps by Anne Kwestell

NEW YORK CITY AND OTHER TIMES
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       (new manuscript)
In this world, time is a visible dimension.
One may look off in the distance and see houses,
trees, mountain peaks that are landmarks of space.
One may look out in another distance and see births,
marriages, deaths that are signpost of time.
            - Alan Lightman, Einstein's Dreams
                  • Ode to New York
                  • In Seven Seas
                  • Timescape

DAYENU
       My Journey into the Jewish World
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                  • I Want to Belong
                  • The Land of Awe
                  • Oh, If I Forget You, Jerusalem
                  • The Root of the Matter

FROM THERE TO NOW
       Praise for the book 
       (new manuscript)
The present moment is not a simple finite thing
measured by the clock; it's a palimpsest of all
present moments before it, their images, music,
words, whispers rising up through the layered
years.

            - Russal Hoban (Amaryllis Night and Day)
The best way to preserve memory is to conserve
it inside forgetting, so not even a single act of
remembering will seep in and disturb the
memory's eternal rest.
            - Yehuda Amichai
                  • I Write Down My Life and Count Pages
                  • Allegro Moderato For Seasons & Men
                  • Art Therapy for Thristyfulls